真的差点放弃

最近可能考试压力，
有时夜晚睡不着。。。
明天考试了，
我。。
还没温习好。。。
可恶的压力，又出现在我脑海里。。。
当时的我，
流了泪，
心里想着放弃学业，放弃考试。。。
放弃一切。。
不想再读书了。。。
这念头好可怕。。。
这不是第一次了。。。

我很幸运，
宝贝在我身边支持我，
安慰我，
鼓励我。。。
紧紧地拥抱。。。
把肩膀借给我哭泣。。。。

抱歉宝贝，
我又让你担心了～

我不能放弃，
但，不保证我能完成我的学业～
尽力而为～
加油吧～

MIxed FeelinGs

well..im quite blur actually in any cases...
that's what i can't deny...
few days ago...he's uncle married...
so he invited me to he's wedding...
it's a simple traditional wedding...
its totally embarrassing when he introduce me to all he's family members... include he's grandma... talk about he's grandma...hurm... an old lady which have a traditional thoughts...
yup! normal... same as my grandma too...
she dont like my hairstyle?? well...come on... never mind...
that's normal..my grandma don't like my hairstyle too...
:p

my dear...
he looked so handsome that day when he wear that shirt to the wedding..
:p
hehe...

ya!!!
new hairstyle...i just cut my hair...LOL...
looks totally different...
anyway..that's not so important...

erm.....
next thing...
MY EXAMS!!!!
arghh...i not yet finish my studies..hopefully u can pass it all...oh god...


and...erm...
my scars???
oh gosh...horrible nightmare....
already like about 2 weeks..not yet finish recover...
luckily dear got medicine for me to put on the scar..
now better already....
thank god....
>_<

my holidays???
well...this part..i not yet planned...
but i bet my mummy already plan to go to my aunt's house...
:(
no plan for holiday...
aiks.....

im so so sorry ya...

im so sorry dear..im not purposely forgot to take the key...
you already sick still have to go back your house to take my keys...
i felt so bad..
really sorry..
i know you are mad...
i know im stupid...
hurm...=_=
i wont forget i key again....i swear...